What I just said

"Let it be and things will be".

What i've just heard

"We are all apprentices in a craft where no one ever becomes a master." - Ernest Hemingway

What I've just heard

"Your parents brought you up, don't bring them down"

Something to remind me...

What i've just said

Well things really can go far but not too far but enough for it to come back again and remind us its similarities. that's what I've learnt on some games and also in life :P 

What i just heard

"In life we sometimes suffer because we've made others suffer."

What i just said

"If they want it they will go for it and if they make excuses then that's all in the opposite ways. get on, game on!"

What i've heard

"Things don't have to be extraordinary to be beautiful, even the ordinary can be beautiful." - Mathew, Wicker Park (Film)

What i've heard

"It's always seems impossible until it's done" - Nelson Mandela

Minions, wish I had one to make me laugh

Check out @BestMinions's Tweet: https://twitter.com/BestMinions/status/360051855830691840

Why Ramadan

Why why why my dear why?

From timeless to less time passes us by

Till when shall i feel your warmest nights?

Next year's so distant, hard to comply 

I feel him more and secured under his grace 

This month is my christmas that gives a month long happiest face

Family friends and this blessed month

What could i ask for more? i cried

Their care and devotion flourishes this time around and cannot hide

Dear God i have wronged you still but am learning

But why Ramadan to me you're so heartwarming

I shant be broken and will not forget you

Till i see you again dear Ramadan & strive till i again see you...

What i've said

Thank God for "everything". Not just the good things but also (and moreover) the bad things that came your way. We must there to appreciate and learn it. 

What i just said

"We feel so much enough for us to wake up to reality; and from there we move on.. and just maybe, we can feel again and this time, the right way."

What I just said

"Release the state of being pressured; surrender thy pain and shall be rewarded by the power of the now"

What i just said

(While playing a game and chatting with a person)

"a game is a game. but a person isn't a game to play with"

What i've just heard

"Pride comes before the fall"

Forever is now

I praise thee, this "now" that uplifts me

All that it is now and all that will be

The breezy wind i feel that presence as if she's beside me

Sound of waves calms my soul, i drift to where the wave takes me

Green islands that give smiles and hope to life

In a quiet deserted island that i'm in i pause like forever

White sands that shines brightly under the hot sunny weather

This must be the new peace that i once wonder & remember so sweet and tender...

And before i end this delightful eve i gazed up to the skies & infinity

The stars from every corner of the universe has appeared before me

Could this be...?

Puzzled as to what this unknown is to gather.

She is still a mystery but i sure do love her, tonight and forever...

What i just said

When a man is needed, he will soon feel like a SUPERMAN.

Something to think about...

"The biggest hindrance between man and God is time. If we reach to that point of no time we will find God" However, i've realized that the next hindrance is "us", if we don't want to reach to that point then we will never find God...so yeah....

What i just said

"It is that when i know that i am broken will soon make me strong again. A purpose to strive, inspire, sympathize and help those who are in need such as you. I am hopeless and hope at the same time."

What I've realized

You know when men complain about women asking more effort from us? It turns out that we shouldn’t complain further much, we just have to do it because it will only measures how serious we are to the ones we love, more or less.

What i've heard

"Though my soul may set in darkness, it will rise in perfect light;
I have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night."
- The Old Astronomer

What i just said

Suppose that he/she will finally realize your worth, but it is not for you to know when or how, it is YOU to make time use with you. "time waits for now one" per se. Don't use time to wait for a miracle by itself, use time to see the miracle and take actions. signs dose not work by itself, that's just half baked, we have to complete the half with our actions.

I haul with hope

In depth to this hazy night
Breezy evening lighted with starry skies

The silence consumes me
I close my eyes
Hidden beast unleashed me

My haul shows horror
Or so they know
Though hauls with sorrow
And yet i cry with hope...

What i just said

"Sometimes, the most simplest man on earth are the ones that gives a huge impact from their words" - Me

What i just said

"You get hurt just to feel you're alive but not to wish that you'd rather be dead".

What i just heard

"Death is a stripping away of all that is not you. The secret of life is to "die before you die" — and find that there is no death"

From the audio book "The power of now".

What i just said

"Let us all hold onto the good memories of yesterdays so that we can find a solution to turn our tomorrows illusion into a reality ;)."

What i just said

"A man can only know so much till he becomes a madman"

What i just said

'what is a man's knowledge when it goes wild it spreads like wildfire? lit from a passion i guess... i wonder... "

What i just said

"i believe the answers is just just right under our noses
We just want to live in the moment. Along with the things that we don't want to let go, over and over again, different age and time. Different stages of our life"

At this very day...

I am so happy

In times/days like these, i'd like to stop and think, my fear is the amount of happiness i'm feeling right now shall be an equivalent amount to what in store for me sooner or later. God, i ask for your signs and guide to stay firmly and shelter us from any forms of harm. Truly you are The listener & the forgiver where no one can, amen.

What i've said

"Good memories, hold on to them because they make us move on positively in life"

What i just said

"A linguist can have crazy personalities and especially on phone calls"

What I've said

"I'm just gay happy and not gay GAY!"

What I've said

"A woman's emotion is as mysterious as it is extreme"

What I've heard

"Don’t use skepticism as a reason for inaction" - Jerico Mariano

What i've said

“Give a man the world and he will spoil it. Give a man a reason to rule the world & he will strive to get it. And through his strivings, he will learn and understand and in the end he will have a reason whether to spoil it again of take command with responsibility”.

What i've said

“Fear < (greater than) Faith. We always get hurt. But the trick is, if we get hurt at the same level, there won’t be much gain to it. but if we get hurt on another level, its like saying “it could have been worse” put a smile to it, work things out and move on together”

What i've said

Whenever after I had a near death/accident experience I always say “Thank God & to God I thank”

الحمد لله و لله الحمد

What i've realized

I just realized, if we're blessed with kind hearted new person taken referenced from another kind individual, why in your crazy & twisted mind do want to ruin it in a long run?

What i just said

"JRPG games particularly its grinding battle systems are like a math subject to me, i like the subject but it bores me too fast just to sit there and listen to the teacher talk till class ends"

What i've said - Good Morning

بسم الله توكلنا على الله و لا حول و قوة إلا بالله... و هكذا بدئنا اليوم و إن شاء الله بالتوفيق.

In the name of our God we begin under his blessing and there's no greater power but him...therefore we shall begin our day and if God willing be a good one.

صباح الخير Good morning

What i've heard

"Love had caught him out of triviality and Maurice out of bewilderment in order that two imperfect souls might touch perfection."

E.M. Forster in Maurice (1971).

What i've heard

"Now, I'm not going to deny that I was aware of your beauty. But the point is, this has nothing to do with your beauty. As I got to know you, I began to realize that beauty was the least of your qualities. I became fascinated by your goodness. I was drawn in by it. I didn't understand what was happening to me. And it was only when I began to feel actual, physical pain every time you left the room that it finally dawned on me: I was in love, for the first time in my life. I knew it was hopeless, but that didn't matter to me. And it's not that I want to have you. All I want is to deserve you."

Choderlos se Laclos In Dangerous Liasons

What i've said

"We don't end up before 30. That's not gonna happen if its already written in our fate. We just believe in fate, when we end up with someone na lang (just like that), alagaan ang sarili (Take good care of ourselves). We can't force things to happen."

What i've said

"We rise, fall and rise again."

Goodbye old home

I guess it finally hit me. Technology nowadays, when DATA can be more valuable by the day; after moving to a new home, we’ve left so much stuff and have to be disposed. To mention a few old clothes from yesterdays & old silly letters which reminds me the past. At least camera has its use, turning those memories into photographs. Old and dirty sectors from the old house can be so beautiful to remember it as it is. Old and good memories it seems.

What i've realized

I think whenever we have those "time of need" its important to rely on God 1st. Faith can take you further with patience.

What i've said

"We sometimes wish for our own so called "death" and we have yet to learn how to live for us to die"

What i've said

I think we live in this life long enough to prepare to die. I guess when we're done, we're actually done.

What i've heard

I usually talk to myself because sometimes i need a professional opinion.

What i just said

There's no good outcome in life, only better. There's no happily ever after endings yet we make our own version of a happy ending. A peace of mind, heart & contentment. Have faith & be patient.

What i've heard

"Intelligent but not smart. Knowledgable but not wise..."

What i've said

Office mate doing a charity (Zakat): Do you think that our teaboy deserves Zakat? I mean he dresses well"

Me: "Looks can be deceiving". Maybe he shines his shoes with a simple cloth and his spits while we shine ours with shiners, shoe creams and brushes".

What i've said

Quotes from people in history are good. But support those quotes from what you've spiritually learned is better.

What i've realized

Sometimes, when we finally went so far up forward, we need to take a u-turn & trace back the things we've missed, forgotten and lost.

What I've heard

"If I can't change when circumstances demand it, how can I expect others to?"

What i've heard

"Rules are established when privilege are abused" - Scatter

What I just said

We never get too old to feel young again. Worry lee and live on.

What i just realized

"Love if selfless but mot selfish".

If we were to want the proper idea of the mentioned quote, one must not only benefit thyself but to connect the flow to others.

Point of realization

As i suffer yet again from another downfall, i could not help but to think that in times of need i look up to my God and ask myself "is this my path to either ignore you or be a better worshiper to reach greatness and understand my journey towards your grace?"

Have i not been so open about this for a long time i would not have put so much time into waste, or maybe, just maybe it is just how the current flows for me.

One can only hope, one can only discover his or her fate on a given time and place, God forgive us and be with us throughout our journey....